I haven't had a blog post in a long long while, but finally felt now was the moment. I have been growing close to God recently and realized at this time it is still difficult to forgive old enemies. Thankfully I have now reached the point I actually have compassion for them, I mean reaching your 50's without any children? I can't imagine what's that's like. But then again I have read some of my older diary posts, of gaining weight, getting hit by a car pregnant, living hand to mouth, and getting no sleep; yet still somehow feeling I was doing something noble, something that served the greater human race. I do a hundred sit-ups a day and still don't have a perfect core, I do ballet every week and can't balance due to my double d milked filled breasts...but I make small challenges..first I am under 160lbs and a size 12 , then I am under 150 and a ten, and finally under 140 and an 8. I am 5. 10 for those interested. The point is not to be a super model in my 40's, no the purpose is to persevere despite everything that's been thrown in my path. I want to prove to those who have tried to throw me down that it was something Greater than them that lifted me up. Ask for the Light and you shall receive...or choose to remain in darkness because maybe that's where you truly belong.
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